New pages, new time, new......

Ok, I am now, done with my past, or so I hope....and time to move on
and let go, renew, re-

Knowing that life is short, and I have less and less time to move forward, why would I want to stay stuck in my past muck, and mire...get out of the quick sand and step forward.

For years I have had inner feelings of something other than what I have been taught here, trying so hard to fit in, trying to figure out why what "they" said didnt make sence, it wasnt fiting together....

but, I kept with it, I kept trying to put the pieces together.

It started years ago reading the rags from the grocery store, you know the ones. The sensatinalism, the national inquirer, those types...
the ones that people laugh at you if you buyinto the stories...
That is what "they" want you to believe....

For years, I had done my own searches, my own researches...
and its all coming together...
laugh at me all you want, but, it is finally starting to make sense..
I will be adding websites stating such.
Follow along, or dump me on the side of the web, its ok, I'm used to being out here alone...

But here today, I am making a pack with myself not to go back to the old belief and the old lies and the old crap that has been force fed us by the centuries old "ones in charge".....
I have chosen to move on and find my path with out them...

There is something big happening, and I want to be a part of it. A spiritual awakening of such magnitude and I want to be right smack dab in the middle of it. I can only hope and pray the old falls off, and new grows vibrantly full of color and love.

Now, if someone could just tell me how to dejunk my house of all the negative furniture that has built up from dead family members.....sigh...