those who join me in my head--hello---is anyone there?

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

USA PEOPLE SEARCH_SUX

I got dumped several years ago 1997, and, have missed the dumper, so very much, not him but the "good" he made me feel, before he dummped me.....I have often felt he was a rip off artist that took it easy on me, he had told me he was a jigalo, maybe he was...he sure treated me special, until he dissapeared...with out notice....

Ifinally decided to go to one of those people search sites, paid the 9.95 it asked for, and, what a RIP OFF!
It not onlly didnt give me his current address but, didnt even give the info it said it would. DONT WAIST YOUR MONEY!

why is it on line crap is such a ripoff!!!!

Sunday, November 26, 2006

Code Pink

women for peace

I have never supported a war, and love this new site I just found....

Saturday, November 25, 2006

Thursday, November 16, 2006

If your Thankful, was it because of Missery?

It has taken me a while to allow this to really sink in, and, I knew this is where I wanted to be walking, and, always thought I was thankful for the good things in my life, but, my best friend, the other Cyn, pointed it out to me that my blog was full of ungratefulness. To her, I say, thank you for allowing me to be in my "missery"
Thank you for being there with me thru the bad, and the good, and, now, being gone for which, I say. "I miss you so much!" It is not until one has lost so much that even the little things like a phone call is missed, and, wished upon.
For the being different, and allowing those differences to grow a friendship, and not turning against each other, to be sad, and allow the other to bring forth laughter which produces tears. That is what friendship is all about, again, " I miss you so much!"

We had a Thanksgiving dinner at the church where I work, and, this is a passage which was read out of the book "If Your Christian, You must be from Missouri"

"One little word explains so much. Give thanks in all circumstances – the verse says in, not for. We are not asked to give thanks for cancer or heart attacks or unemployment or tragedy or costly and painful accidents, or violence or war; but in all those things – in everything – we can give thanks. God is with us in all circumstances. If we open our hearts to Him and hold on to Him in faith and hope and love, God will see us through. God will sustain us, deliver us, save us. It is God’s presence with us and his watchful care over us that are the real source of thanksgiving. In all things we can be grateful, because nothing, not even death, can separate us from the love of God."

With Thanksgiving coming up next week, and being 1/8 Cherokee, it is with mixed feelings I say "Thank you Lord"
The "American Indians" were gracious hosts to the new white man on his shores, only to have the white man take over and distroy the garden of Eden they had before them. But passing the many circumstances, God is with us ALL OF US, how we deal with it is all that counts.
So, is it because of the "bounty from God" that we white men can give thanks?
or..... Giving thanks for the many circumstances in which eyes were kept upon a God that brought them thru the many misserable moments, crossing the seas, starvation, and, wars against a dark skinned man who wanted to protect his land, that they could give thanks and we still celebrate today? Once again, the shores, the boarders, have been crossed with a multitude of other men, women, & children.
Will we find the blessings in the circumstances or allow it to distroy what we now call our own?