HAPPY NEW YEAR! 2007

The new year is officially here, 2007, and, so far, so good!
no major problems in my life! YE-HA!
I have not posted much lately, since upgrading to the new IE7 it is difficult to type, at such a slow speed, and I dont know how to change the settings.
If anyone can enlighten me why it types so slow now, please let me know what I need to do
other wise my print will look like this, if, i dont go back and edit it.
It just makes me so issedoffhtat i cant get it strathgitned ou, and, it si a maesss a s yu ca n see.
why does it do this?

I have a new grandbaby coming in August, it might be a multiple birth, we will find out on Wednesday.! WOW.....im so happy my Grandaughter Jessi wont be an only child as I was.

My best Friend Cyn, is still not talking to me this is rediculous we are grown adults, but, for whtever reason, she has cutme off and it still hurts, majorly! I hope, in this new year, we can
heal the wounds, and make amends and become friends again....

My live-in partner is doing so much better, and, I know he will just keep getting better..

I have a new friend in Ghana, a refuge, who, is struggling to feed her three boys. She goes to do laundry for a cafe owner who has aa computer that he allows her to use.
I pray for her daily, and hope and pray something will happen to turn her life around...

I love my job, and, the live-in, is, going for an interview for the railroad, oh, I hope he gets thatjob!

Well....life is so much better than it was in July-August, I really didnt think I was going to live thru the hell we were living in at that time, Thank youLord for His mercies this year.
My prayer for this new year, is that I will no longer be full of ampathy, but empathy for my brothers and sisters, that my passion will grow to a passionate vision of hope
that we will see our tomorrows and bring the peace upon the hearts of the world.
Our children will become open to the HolySpirit, and not walk into the darkness...
The war in Iraq can fall into quiet peace, the men and women will walk in Peace towards each ther instead of death and difiance against one another.
Finding a peace that they never expected..

In the days before us, we will rejoyce instead of sorro, and the lonely can be loved and fullfilled
Giving our lives to walk in Jesus' footsteps, and, know Gods love wholly and holiness!

Happy New Year....

Thinking abut getting married? Think about it.....

35 years ago today Dec. 22, 1969. I got married at age 17....In love with love...Too proud to back away once I realized it was going to be a mistake. Back then....Girls didn't move out to live alone...
and...I didn't have plans to go to collage, no one in my family ever had gone..I didn't have a clue ever where to start....
these are a few of the lessons I Have learned in two marriages, and, a live in partner....
hope it helps someone from making the same mistake I made 35 years ago...
I wish someone would have given me these things to think about....Not sure If I would have been able to really comprehend them, but...Something in side of me wishes someone would have cared enough to talk to me about why I ws getting married so young!


if a guy doesn't treat you good before marriage, he AINT going to change the day you say I DO!

don't rely on any man to make you happy
and don't rely on any man to keep you warm, and fed.

Unless. HE has given you these things before your married, he will NOT change the day you marry him!

don't settle for less....
because the day you marry he is not going to have a light come on and say, I am going to fill every need from this day forward.
If he doesn't fill your needs now...He WONT do it the day after you say I DO....

don't be in love with love just because everyone else is....Or...Because your afraid of being alone...
if you don't know who YOU ARE before you say I DO
once you have another lug to pull around, and kids in tow..You WONT HAVE THE TIME to find out who you are until, your alone again!

Everyone woman has a purpose, we have been taught that the men had more purpose in life than women, but, that is such a lie!

Find your path, and take it, in that, your true joys will come, and your true love will show....

I have come full circle, with in living 5 houses from where I lived before getting married all those years ago. This time, no parents to keep me in line, or have to answer to, and no one to help me out when I fall down.
Ihave to become that independent person, Ialways wanted to be. But...how...

I have tried and tried to find that path, but, it sees to be so illusive

What car are you? take the test <

I'm a Chevrolet Corvette!

You're a classic - powerful, athletic, and competitive. You're all about winning the race and getting the job done. While you have a practical everyday side, you get wild when anyone pushes your pedal. You hate to lose, but you hardly ever do.

The Lost Room

Is anyone watchin?

wow, is it going to be the next reality show?

get the key, and go for it?

kind of what is behind door number 7
pretty intertaining stuff.
Are you going to play the text game worth 5milllion??

why is it so difficult to hook up with someone?

Miracles happen everyday so they say....
and to nice people who dont expect them
others who need them
and those who seem to expect it

what is the secret to "seeing them?"
I have had so many blessings in my life, and, I was so blind, and so stupid I didnt see them?

7th heaven....
then, ask to live....
i have never lived...
i have been afraid of life, taken steps to be independent and failed misserablly
and now with out money...lost..feeling totally a failure and unable to figure out how to make a living allone!
I cant kick him out, and, I dont have passion for him...
I love him, but not head over heals in love
I have had that kind of love...and its not there between us...
but, i have settled..and, he has settled somewhat, he still rebels with drinking too much once in a while, but nothign like it was last year.

so...am i fooling myself AGAIN?

how to proceed....