is he going to run?

know I send out way too much junk, I hope you have room for one
spiritual mailing....

(the following websites are about Mother Teresa and how she lived with out knowing God, but her faith was big enough to keep doing what she felt He had called her to do.
Im still in AWE of Mother Teresa, and, learning she lived in the dark most of her life....
it came at just the right time for Us, and more and more is being revealed, please keep praying....

He is wanting to run, I know he is, he is scared, he doesn't understand the new world, and he misses his territory of hell....I am not sure he has tasted the good life, enough, with me, to want to go forward. Our life in Florida was just an existence, we couldn't afford to do fun stuff,
and, our business ventures havent been very successful....yes the bbq is doing good, but, not making money ....I know it takes time, but not sure I have time before my bills are not paid....he has led me to believe he is sincere with his yearning for the Lord, but....his actions lately make me wonder....



I don't know if he will come thru or not, I want my faith to be big enough, but, if its not Gods will, please help me to stay standing as I sink in sinking sand....does that mean my faith was not big enough?

"From the dark night of mystics such as Mother Teresa, we can learn "how to behave in the time of dryness," a preacher said at a mediation in the presence of the Pope.

The whole article is about the silence of God in Mother Teresa's life. anyway, I just thought you might want to read it..

http://WWW.zenit.org/phpdf.php Dark nights

"Through such an experience "the mystics have arrived with in a step of the world of those who live "without God" to the etent that they become "the ideal eveangelizers in the postmodern world, where one lives as if God did not exist"

I have lived there, I have sinned, and I have asked God to forgive me, I still have trouble believing he has forgiven me, and I can walk free of the guilt, and power the sins had over me....

He , on the other hand, I am not sure where he stands.... he claims he was born again several years ago, about the time, I thought I was, but, I have found, I maybe was born again, but I never started over....I just kept plodding thru the muck

We have both walked in the dark night as mother, we just havent learned to use the pain to keep walking in the joy of knowing we are walking where are supposed to be walking....

one grows where he is planted, but, why are the roots so short....

even tho, they should be long.....

Supernatural

supernatural
adjective
Of, coming from, or relating to forces or beings that exist outside the natural world: extramundane, extrasensory, metaphysical, miraculous, preternatural, superhuman, superphysical, supersensible, transcendental, unearthly. See supernatural.
Greatly exceeding or departing from the normal course of nature: preternatural, unnatural. See usual/unusual.

Is anyone going to follow the new Supernatural Show on CW channel this fall?