those who join me in my head--hello---is anyone there?

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

no control

My life is out of control again, or so it feels more so than normal. I have a court date coming up in a month for the non payment of my credit cards, my lawyer told me to just quit paying them, which I didint want to do but didnt have any money left to pay them, so, did. After phone calls from creditors finally quit coming thru, they slapped a court order on me, so far it is only one of the creditors who knows it could be more before its all over. What few assets I have will most probably be taken by the court. My dream of ever getting out of this town is going down the drain. I see myself sitting on the couch, watching tv the rest of my life....
and it feels so awful......

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